Beloved ,
 

Today opens the 9 9 9 Completion Portal—a doorway of cosmic fire and transformative energy.



September, the ninth month, aligns with the ninth day, and the energy of 2025 (which adds up to nine 2+0+2+5). This portal embodies completion, renewal, courage, and awakening, wrapped into a sacred, sensual frequency that calls you to feel, embody, and expand.

 

Numbers are channels of energy and universal wisdom. The 9 9 9 portal invites you to shed all that no longer nourishes your body, mind, and soul, creating space for what your heart, body, and spirit deeply desire. 

Coming after the total lunar eclipse in Pisces, this portal whispers closure, surrender, and ecstatic spiritual culmination.

 

In numerology, Nine is completion, not finality. Endings are the fertile soil for new beginnings. AND this year September 9 falls on a Tuesday, which is ruled by Mars, the planet of courage, desire, and action. This portal calls you to release boldly, embody pleasure, and step forward with power and confidence.

 

Here are 9 Tantric rituals, each infused with Loving Myself Awake energy, to fully step through this sacred doorway today:

1. The Release Letter

Sit quietly, take in 9 deep, full, sensual breaths, awaken your heart energy and allow it to move throughout your whole body. Ask yourself what you are willing to release today: habits, fears, perceptions.... 
Now with a Black or Red pen write them on a white piece of paper. 
Allow the words to flow freely. The more detailed you are the more meaningful it will be to you. 

Read it softly to yourself, then burn it safely or tear it into pieces and scatter it to the wind or water. Whisper: "I release _______ (say what you are releasing). I welcome new beginnings."

2. 9 Breaths Tantra Meditation

Sit comfortably, feet grounded, eyes closed. Inhale LOVE, exhale TRUST, nine times. Allow your body to pulse with the energy of courage, desire, and expansion.
Engage your PC  muscles as you inhale—squeeze, hold for a count of nine, then release the squeeze as you exhale. Feel energy spiral up your spine, down your legs, through your arms, awakening every fiber of your body.
Place a hand over your heart and whisper:
"I am LOVE. I am TRUST. I am the fire of creation."

3. 9 Acts of Embodied Kindness

Move through your day like a lover of life. Perform nine acts of kindness—text, smile, touch, share energy. Allow your presence, sensuality, and love to ripple outward. Notice how giving pleasure to the world multiplies your own energy.

4. Red Candle Ritual

Light a red candle. Feel the warmth and flame caress your skin as you focus on one area of life you are ready to release. Let the flame awaken your Mars energy—courage, power, and erotic strength. Stand or sit with your eyes closed, imagining the flame burning away the old, igniting new possibilities.

5. Bagalamukhi Mantra

Chant this mantra 9, 27, or 108 times to clear negativity and embody strength. Allow the vibrations to move through your belly, your heart, your throat, vibrating through your skin, awakening courage and erotic confidence. Allow the sound to set your body and energy alight. (There are some great recordings on YouTube, find the one that resonates with you.)

6. Affirmation Circle

Repeat each affirmation nine times, allowing the words to move through every layer of your body:

I lovingly release _________.

I trust endings as doorways to pleasure and beginnings.

I am open to growth, expansion, and ecstasy.
 

Feel each word like liquid light flowing through your veins, your bones, your skin. Let it awaken your inner fire.

7. Movement Release

Set a timer for nine minutes. Move your body like it is a sacred temple of sensation. Shake, sway, stretch, dance, roll. Allow old patterns, tension, and stagnant energy to fall away. Explore sensuality, pleasure, and expansion in every movement. Celebrate your body, your energy, your fire.

8. Gratitude Offering

Write nine things you are grateful for, feeling each one vibrate through your heart and body. Notice how gratitude awakens desire, sensuality, and joy. Allow your heart to open wide, expanding your capacity to receive all that is beautiful and new.

9. Loving Myself Awake Reflection

Sit in stillness. Ask:
"Where do I get to love myself more fully? 
Where do I get to allow, receive, and trust the flow of life?"

Breathe in LOVE, breathe out TRUST. 
Whisper:
"I am deserving of all pleasure, beauty, and new beginnings."
 

Feel your body hum with life, desire, and renewal. Allow yourself to step through the 9 9 9 portal fully awake, embodied, and ablaze.

, this 9 9 9 portal is a cosmic invitation to release, embody, and ignite. Every ending carries the spark of new beginnings. Trust your body, your heart, and your energy to lead you through the doorway.

 

With love, fire, and devotion,

✨💫🔥